Love – personal asides

I remember a story that was written about Christ asking God for some physical manifestation that might signify the power of the Love of God.
God, in the story, makes it clear that really Christ didn’t need to ask for that kind of physical phenomenon to appear, that even He should be careful.
Christ seemingly persists, whereupon there is a huge explosion and a huge crater is left in the ground.
Whatever the provenance of the story, I mention it here to put Love into context.
Some years ago when I was training to be a counsellor, my wife joked as I left the house to travel to London, that I should be careful of the females in the group. I protested my freedom from entangled thinking, but she said seriously, “you can’t choose who you fall in love with.”
As a man who has wrestled with the spiritual fact that The One and The Many are united by Love, I am a case history that reflects many of the futile attempts of Mankind to control Love, but whereas many still pretend to be in charge of their relationship with Love, I simply live in submission to this Highest Power.
Thankfully because Mercy and Compassion predominate as promised, then my many mistakes and misunderstandings around Love have been and are being resolved.
For people who approach God, as Love, then the animal interfaces of universal instincts are always placed into difficulty and history is full of cult disaster stories.
For those who merely seek power over others, then their animal instincts are similarly challenged, but if without a sense of serving Love then fetish is introduced to try to buffer the power of life as the thinking function attempts to control its machinations.
Rituals of politics and of religion, of academia and medicine, all with their separate languages and costumes arrive in a culture that is trying to control the lives of those within it.
Powerful people have often had chaotic private lives as the exercising of influence over other people has been seen to have amplified their instinctive appetites causing great misuse of sexual energy.
I approach Love as a poet, yearning for inspiration and in that yearning there are great unknowns and much unpredictability.
My Muse sometimes can take form seemingly and She takes my breath away. It is no longer an age to be granted wives as were granted to my spiritual heroes.
So, in any difficulty, as long as my love remains unrequited, honesty in expressing feelings can both keep me free from hypocrisy in my disclosures and my poetry, as well as Love can keep making a fool of me as I fight to stay true to myself and to maintaining my monogamy.
Worlds, eras and epochs however, are defined by requited Love, for that is the primal Cause.

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Heritage – A statue outside a treasury.

There is something of a tradition of love poetry in the Sufi Way:

Systems of feeling and blood pressure
Compliment each other,
Crescendos of pulses
Instinct and heart, beat time,
Their sword plunges
Through the separation knot.
Then a form appears,
Her vibration in a harmonic,
Her screen reflects back
Deflects me back,
Some words of her hearting
Dive deeping, my submerging wreck.
This yearning is no rushèd reed
No poetic cypher of yester fear,
It is sympathetic, near to my soul,
Handed back to source, sad.
So much sadness to turn to gold,
Clutching at straws, at signs
Spun for Rumpelstiltskin’s pawn.
Earth is more, a kind of, a sort of,
Plant; sorting, kinding a way
Through solid concrete.
I love you, but you knew that.

Ahmad Jamil

The virtuoso does not not perform with a fear of diminishing the audience
The musician does not excel whilst imagining the lesser gradation of other musicians
The years of wrestling with rehearsal are delivered eventually for the uplift and emotional nourishment of the receiver
It is not that the master expects all to attain to the level of transmission of the play upon instrument and voice
So it is with me
How can the gift given to me, be given to you by the recipient, who can only express a gift, not regive it?
My words are connected to the Source
It matters not whether they seem sacred or profane to you, the Source is One
Therefore, those seeking the perfume of union in these times, will know the scent of the sent pre-sent in me
The beautiful names are for beauty
Beauty is not one of them, beauty is all of them
Praise is for the creation not the Creator
The Creator needs no praise, you need praise
I am the most praiseworthy of those who praise …. you

Now is the time, with whatever time is left to me,
To talk of certainty, as being the truth of certainty
That you may be fed by the reality of certainty itself
To itself

The opposites work together always when re-paired

When in a state of disrepair, the opposites fight to their logical, committee driven, exquisitely minuted and justified end …. that of
Utter destruction

I am global because the Source is global
There are a few here on Facebook who love my words
It is for you that I write
The rest of you will just have to deal with it or let me go

My counselling service will not attract the masses
For people do not really want to change
They want to go through the motions
And that is perfectly understandable

But for the few with only a thin layer of dust over their eyes
Then my counselling service and my taxi service are a perfect station of contact

This place is simply my fountain
Cascading whilst I am here
Bubbling words that warm the heart, embarrass the mind
Feed the soul

Ethically I fit the label that has to be placed on the counselling jar
I can do that with treatment-plan, objectives, progress notes and CBT homework linking sessions
But the energy in the words is not in the Vizier’s audit
It is in the inside treasure chest of Aladdin